Most people looking at you would think that you’re a success in your field – and outwardly, yes that’s true. But inside that’s never felt consistently true to you. You’ve got a secret that you haven’t shared, with anyone –you feel like something’s missing. You want more.
There’s a place you ache to be, and you’re not there yet.
This ‘more’ you want, might scare you or it might excite you (or both) – but it’s an idea that won’t go away, and when you think about it – it means something huge to you. If you cant sleep, this is what you think about as you lie awake.
But right now, this second, you can’t get to that place. You are struggling and frustrated because you are one of those people that others think of as an achiever.
And you don’t like to disappoint yourself or others.